I love this, @QcFinancial. One of the most challenging (and also empowering) things about working for yourself is that YOU are the decisionmaker - you and you alone. It can be hard to make all those important decisions in a vacuum with no one to bounce ideas around with. I'm so glad to hear that QB Community has provided some support for you - that's exactly why we're here!
p.s. I'm sorry to hear of the loss of your brothers, and thank you for all your important work in suicide prevention My mom worked for many years as a social worker helping people with mental health issues, some of whom became a real part of our lives. It's something that touched me very deeply.